I think I'm going crazy....

Well I already am, one way or another.

Well...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Haha, just kidding. It's already the 16th and boy has days really passed fast. So many things have happened and went. For example, my submission for Visual Merchandising. I really thank God that though it started out really really awkward, my teammate and I did ok for this project. PHEW! And now to concentrate on other projects. Was looking through all the drawings I did and posted on facebook in the past and how I wish, I could go back to being in Year 1. Then, at least I had the time to do some drawing, something I really missed. And not just drawing for school but something just for fun. Like perhaps to draw another model face from a magazine or something. But one thing's for sure, once I start the drawing and if the beginning is good, I'll probably be addicted to finish up everything! Something I cannot afford to do now.

Oh well, now is back to doing work. (not exactly, since I haven't really started.Oh...procastination) Hopefully the next day will be better :) And I really really hope to update my stories soon! :(

Already Famous.

Finally, Eileen and I managed to catch this movie after wanting to watch it for so long. It was hilarious even before the movie started cause Eileen and I were discussing whether we should catch the movie at 5:25pm because our class ended at 3. In the end, Subrina lets us off at 2:30pm and we rushed all the way to the movie theater to catch the 3pm movie and made it in time.

Frankly speaking, Already Famous is a pretty simple movie with the main character having one clear goal - to become a famous actress. Though simple, that was the magic this movie had.
I think Michelle Chong did wonderful in both directing and acting for this movie. She really shone through Lee Kar Kiao or "Zann" and really made the character a little cliche yet realistic. For XiaoGui I really think he didn't really needed to act, cause all his silly grins were obviously just being himself. But awww, he was really cute and I couldn't help but to let out a silly grin myself. Though there was a obvious age difference (is there?),  the both were really sweet and their scenes together had really cute lines that had a pinch of those meaningful quotes and words to say. The ending was a little abrupt though and the pace for some of the parts were a little fast but overall I really liked it.

Had a snack with Eileen afterwards and headed home. During dinner, I talked to dad about where I went today and he said, "Next time, do your work." Seriously, after that moment, the feeling I had just now vanished and went down the drain. I have no idea why but he really ruin my mood. Now, I just feel fed up about projects in general. It's like I'm wasting my life away.

In fact, if Lee Kar Kiao was a true character, I really look up to her. Though I did not say it, I admit I was once like her, hoping to make it to the acting industry as fulfillment to my dream but even then, I called it an unrealistic dream. But come to think of it, perhaps it's because that is the best way to show what you're worth, the most public way. I don't knooow... maybe, maybe not?

Time to rush up Ms Lee wine packaging and infographics. Bleh.

... ok, I get it. Useless.

Wow.

Finally, it's been so long since I felt so relaxed and happy. After Billabong have finished, it's like a huge weight diminished and after the cold war was over, finally my heart stopped feeling heavy.

FREE AS A LIGHTWEIGHT - for now.

I was ecstatic when the client from Billabong liked our work very much, but that wasn't the best. It was when I heard "well done" from Subrina, my heart leapt. It wasn't everyday you hear her complimenting on your work! Plus the other lecturers like MS and Ransome were impressed as well.

Had dessert with Lee and ate mango ice. It didn't look nice at first but tasted good. Lee and I were frowning at the almost invisible mango but it turned out to be mango ice cream.A pleasant surprise :)

Overall, finally a happy post.haha

I should remain silent.

It has been another long day in my life.

I should really remain silent about some stuff. It's like I can't even give myself good advice and hopes to give others advice? I really overestimate myself at times. And it annoys me so much!
I really wish I could do what I preach (not literally) but, I don't know...

Hopefully everything will be solved soon.

The day has been alright excluding that incident that I've been thinking about. It's like stuck in my head! Some peeps in the class dressed up. Mine was pretty minor but had it changed from candies (gummy burgers) to a pumpkin face. It was so much better. Time has been moving really really fast, I find it hard to catch my breath and all I can do is to hold my breath and hopefully I can find a place to release.
Yup, my blog posts are pretty downcast at times, hopefully it will see a better light.haha :)

A change of events

Today started out horrible.I slept at 1am last night but woke up feeling as if I slept at 3am. School was the usual with the bad news of the dim sum project being moved to Friday, OH THE PAIN D:

It was basically the starter to keep the day getting worse. And so, the ball kept rolling. Met up with Subrina with my group mates regarding Billabong and we got tongue tied. I have to admit I didn't do A LOT of research but the way she commented, saying things like "shallow" etc etc, really put me down in the pits. Plus SHE PLACED ME AS GROUP LEADER! I also have to say, the other two weren't as interested in this project, inclusive of yours truly, thus it was a disaster! My emotions were really sinking into deep waters, even the point of reaching home, Ian had to be annoying at the wrong moment and made me lose my temper.

However and thankfully things got a good turn when we eat out with Mama, Mum and Dad at the "Cowboy". My family never cease to brighten up my day (well,sometimes). I really had fun and spent some time playing the Angry Bird Card Game and Monopoly Deal with Ian (though I just bought the monopoly deal at $4 but the quality was the lousiest of the lousiest!)
Other than that, hopefully I can pull through these nerve-wrecking projects in time!
PS: Isn't this picture adorable? Done By Wes Chan from Wong Fu Productions. <3 (the pic)