Wednesday, May 21, 2014

It has almost been a year since my last post. So many things have happened and magically time seem to have flown so quickly, it seems just so... surreal. Like things never happened. But they did happened.

Looking at how I spent my day, I seem to come to a conclusion. If I am not going to do something about it, it will never change. So many times, I blame myself for many things that I did/ didn't do, but how many times have I made a conscious effort to put what I think I know into practice.

Looking back at all the previous posts, it always have been me being dissatisfied with myself, with who I am. But I never did anything to change it. I see myself being complacent, procrastinating.



Perhaps God placed me where I am now for a reason. I wanted to live my own dream, but His plans and purposes are way higher. What He wants me to be is way bigger than who I am really. I guess this time, it is really dying to myself and saying that if He has placed me here for a purpose. I do not want to disappoint myself. I do not want to disappoint Him.

For I know it may be beyond myself, but my God is stronger. He already said that He will be with me. Such an almighty strong and loving God says that He will never leave me nor will He forsake me.

Shouldn't I give Him my all? Shouldn't I break my alabaster jar and say God "I am yours." No matter what You have called me to. This year I want to break free from the silly old habits that have been tying me down. I want to learn to trust God more and have faith that I am able to do His will. Without Him, I am nothing.

But with Him, I can do ALL things.

Friday, July 26, 2013

我一個人吃飯旅行 到處走走停停 
也一個人看書寫信 自己對話談心 
只是心又飄到了哪裡 
就連自己看也看不清 
Numb. I feel so numb.

Friday, January 11, 2013

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Wasted

Can't believe one week and a half of my holidays is going down the drain just like that.... Aw man, Isabelle, what on earth have you been doing? Being deadmeat, I assume.

Thursday, December 13, 2012

Forgot to mentioned, watched this movie with my three best friends in NYP last wednesday! Really awesome, I have a movie I can spam about,LOL.
Sometimes, I just feel this way. Don't know how and don't know why.